(Long Pause) weather… cold as fuck. I’m back. Sorry for the long pause. I just couldn’t write anything down. Everything is one big...

64F/35F Never, ever, will I do that again. What is my brain doing to me? I almost got myself killed. I left around seven. It was starting...

78F/62F It was great to see my parents the next day. Everything seemed new, like the separation created a new relationship. I wish it...

70F/60F There is this younger man who is working at the church. A priest apprentice or something. He hired me to help him work on a house...

69F/52F Foggy I helped Brian spread Dulse on the beach today. It’s a slippery flat slimy under water plant that people buy to eat after...

My two favourite ladies Mom and Aunt Norma 68F/53F Foggy I’m awake. It must be three in the morning. If I wake up in the middle of the...

0F/-2F I am leaving tomorrow. Brought my ID and stuff to the O.P.P. office. Got my ticket for the train. I’m going to Toronto and...

-25F/-30F My brain wants proof that I walked around the park. I did my teeth thing, screwed it up, but when I tried to go to sleep my...

-17F/-32F It’s starting to warm up. There was a forty below stretch a week ago. It lasted about ten days. It feels like prison when it...

-10F/-22F Mom thought she was dying. It was last Christmas and she found lumps near her stomach. She didn’t go to the doctor till after...

Sturgeon falls with Sasha -10F/-22F I went to Marks last night and had him sign the contract I wrote up. It said he couldn’t play the...

-18F/-37F I hate that quiet time after Christmas. All my French friends have huge extended families. Aunts, uncles…cousins, that all live...

-15F/-29F (Click) Jutta recording Why didn’t I get married? (laugh) … Ok, well, I think I was born into the wrong time. Since I can...

-20F/-38F After a huge snowfall, trucks with the big fans trim the snowbanks in the square. It is like a huge snow blower that shoots the...

-15F/-40F I love the idea of Christmas. The smell, the white white of outside, candles, candy and cookies. Stupid movies on tv, Christmas...

-11F/-31F In grade five I built a fort in our second garage, the one that isn’t attached to our house. My fort was up in the rafters. I...

-17F/-23F * Writing Juttas’ Tape (Click) You want me to tell you about cutting hair? I’ll tell you about cutting hair… the only thing...

-11F/-20F 9 John lived on Maple Street. The street was shaped like a half moon. We were best friends for a while. Sometimes I would go...

-10F/-30F Our cat is still missing Tinkerbell, kitty kitty kitty, puss puss puss, Tinkerbell, come here girl. That’s how our mom calls...

F -10F/-26F Mom is feeling better, she moves slow, but she seems ok. When your parents are sick you want them to get better so the world...